Just an alcoholic trying to get and remain content :)

I took this selfie of me before I boarded my flight to trauma camp as my 5 besties like to call it. I guess I was thinking of a before and after. The funny thing is though that I don't look much different now. Sure, some might say I looked dull and dry and now look healthier blah, blah, blah. However, it is the inside that has totally changed. And I know that sounds like a bunch of bullshit, but it is true. At the time of this picture I had been drowning in my own lies that I thought were so true I no longer wanted to be on this Earth. And now, well, there is no where else I would rather be but right where my hands are.